As I lay next to my sleeping Smiths, I can’t help but think of Britney. Which begs the question, am I being unfair to my Smiths? Last night, I was consumed in the world of Britney, when in hindsight, I wish I had been soaking in time with the kids. It’s tough to find a balance, especially when Britney has just been freed from the last confines of the conservatorship, and there’s so much to talk about.
That’s one of reasons I am doing this documentary, and why I want to try and use this website more than instagram, at least when it comes to providing lots of complex information. My stories that disappear in a day are not cutting it – not to mention I have to reexplain things constantly because the story disappears.
I love Britney so much. I feel like the TMZ reports about Jamies legal fee’s being paid by Britney had no purpose but to get her fans worked up. I really think the media, and how we interpret it, is their biggest weapon. I wish I could shake some sense into people, just get them to truly stop looking at TMZ. CANCEL THEM FOR REAL. It’s important. Anytime someone sends me a TMZ story, all I think is “I could ask Lulu to make up a story about famous people, and it would likely be much more accurate than whatever dribble TMZ is selling.” It’s embarrassing that people ever listen to them.
This past week, my personal life, was a mess, an absolute mess. I am addressing things, which is good. But I don’t know the last time I have been stressed to this point. Snapping at co-workers, unable to stay organized, bickering with Ethan, and everyone knows I hate paperwork. Without being too specific, just imagine me, in my living room, with piles of papers just staring blankly into the pile, as “hello darkness, my old friend” quietly plays in the background. It’s been a doozey. But I am so fuckin’ ready for an incredible week. We’re going to fuck shit up, in all the best ways. Also this is a “No-Injection/Infusion week” so that is absolutely something to be happy for.
Sorry, back to Britney. I feel a little guilty of HOW GLAD I am that court is done, and I am realizing that (perspective wise) I’ve not been on the same page with others for a while. I didn’t want to see this dragged out in trial. We needed this to end so we can take more and bigger steps towards justice! I am optimistic for the federal government to potentially use the information learned in the conservatorship case in a federal investigation. In my mind, as far as Britney’s path to justice, this week was a victory, no matter what happened behind closed doors. Because now Britney can move on and live her life, and we can move on and strategize.
I wish the federal government would raid the storage hanger Jamie has in Louisiana, which I predict has ALL HER STUFF IN IT, and they are slowly selling it on ebay. But hey, what do I know. I’m just a “crazy” Britney fan.
BRITNEY ARMY 